stylista Posted January 30, 2007 Share Posted January 30, 2007 I've just found this site but god i wish i had found it earlier!! I got with my MM when we were both with other people, he was obviously with his wife and I was with a long term boyfriend. We had been friends for years and it was only during one drunken night in summer 05 that he revealed how he felt about me. Unfotunately I know his wife. And all of his family. They also know mine. There is also the 16 year age gap between us. And yet it feels like I've met my soulmate. We were secretely together for the whole of that summer for about 6 months before he moved away. It killed me when he moved away and neither of us could handle it, it was easier to hate each other than miss each other the way we did. I suppose I was also giving him the chance to sort his family life out by being away from him and out of his life. I then got a text from him this summer and my feelings came rushing back. I went to meet him in his new town and I had the most amazing time with him. However he is still with his wife (although I know they are moving into seperate houses in a few weeks) and I know that no matter what happens, where we are or whether he gets divorced or not, we will never be accepted by others as a couple. And yet....this doesnt bother me. At least not anymore. I know I am going to get married to this man. Even if my mother wont turn up to the wedding I know that he is my happiness..... Does anyone else truly believe that? Link to post Share on other sites
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