funny and true story about love

[Joe's search]

hi there,

 

i would like to share a funny and true story about what love can do to a man. i have had two delusional episodes over the last 4 months. the first one was brought on by hurt and remorse and was extremely dangerous and landed me in a hospital for 2 or 3 days. the second one was much better, sort of, what i mean is what happened is pretty funny and i don't regret my actions. the second episode occurred after i promised myself to never 'believe' in things i read, that the truth comes from face to face interaction. well, that lasted for a couple of weeks, and then, sure enuff, i was drawn back into the search for the elusive anne. this time there was so much work done, and positive vibes that i suspended reality again and believed what i was reading was true. the talk centred around this woman wanting me again and her asking me to marry her so after being up and jazzed all night i went and put 4k down on a wedding ring and left her a message saying i loved her and wanted to marry her. about one hour later three police cars showed up at my house to arrest me as i was being charged twice - once for criminal harrassment and the other for stalking - serious charges these and they have the power to destroy a life and place one in prison for a long, long time. so, what i did was this. i told them i would bring myself in. and after they left i walked from my home to the station which took over 4 hours. the weather was mild so i only had a jean jacket. half way there a huge snow storm rolled in and i almost froze to death. but i was sure this was just part of the surprise, that she was gonna pop the question at the station so, because i promised to end my addiction with her i brought what i had with me so we could end that together. so, i arrived at the station covered in snow and soaked and smiling and the inspector greeted me with a smile and asked me to step inside the door. which i did. i was then slammed against a wall, handcuffed and searched. and when they found the stash they justy shook their head and asked - what are u thinking? i told them and they laughed even more and as i was being processed they told everyone about my story and shared it with the innates as well so i was the joke, the guy that love made insane for 2 days and after the first day of this i stood up for myself and slammed them and everyone started respecting me and believing me and never caused me trouble. they actually helped me and understoood i have a great love for her and thought that was amazing. i do not regret what i did and this friday i will know without a doubt if that love is real for her as well. i mean, will it be something that enables her to do the same things that it did me. i don't know and i will not judge her decision, and i have no expectations - only a smile and a love.