People - Come On Now - Too Many Negative Posts - Lets Stay Positive Y'all Because

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when u are positive - positive things happen

 

for example - as soon as i see any post that looks negative, blameful, nasty, etc. anything negative - i simply do not read them and that's a smart thing to do - sites like this are supposed to be helpful not hurtful - and one thing i've learned is this - do not take a single thing u read on a forum, a chat room, on the computer as being the truth - especially when sites us monikers and fake names. if u are having trouble with a spouse, a friend, family don't use these sites to communicate - talk with them IN PERSON. for the most part, these sites can actually do harm because its easy to get carried away say things that you would never do in person and really hurt someone. i know, trust me - i almost died because of many hurtful things i read in here that i assumed was someone i love. in fact, i am a little disappointed that after 5 months i am still relying on sites such as this for ALL of my information about someone i love - and that is something that slowly kills u - i've had two dellusional episodes because of this and that has taken me right to the brink of possibly losing every single thing in my life - and i don't want to go over that last line - because then i WILL have NOTHING and I WILL have a REAL reason to DO WHAT people has been concerned about. See, when people think I have been in trouble i haven't but every single time i contact someone with true honest feelings whether it be family, friends or the woman i have risked everything for - the woman who TAUGHT ME AND DEMANDED that i do this - become honest - it has caused me more grief, hardship, health, etc, then when I used to cover things up - but i will not go back to being that person ever again. I wish others could step into my shoes for just one week, see what it feels like to give a present out of love and respect and to be reported as harraaasssing, to be 'led-on' that things are working, and that a phone call saying 'i love u' becomes a charge for stalking and 3 days in jail and a bail request that bascially renders me with ZERO life outside of work. And imagine the person doing this is the ONE you love and SHE KEEPS telling you the same thing - yet she signs papers to take away yer daughter, friends that have seen me once a year claim i am some evil monster, whenever i call family when my health has been a concern, they call the police and yet another report is filed. I was shocked at how long the list of things are that the woman i love has reported. She has kept and used against me every single love letter, phone call made out of unknowning what NC is or does to one's mind and soul and out of guneiune concern, ever essay she DEMANDED i write, every EXPLAINATION OF THE TRUTH she wanted to COME BACK and when delivered USED as evidence - i cannot talk with family anymore because, like the ONE i love, I am no longer A MAN in their eyes - now try doing that for over a whole year, while battling addiction and depressingl, keeping a job, and searching and support THE ONE u love who is ill AND SHOWING EVERYONE HOW MUCH YOU HAVE CHANGED and doing so day after day

 

I thank you all for listening as i TOOTED my OWN HORN

 

I FREAKING RAWK MAN - I AM THE STRONGEST, MOST HONEST AND LOVING PERSON IN THE WORLD!

 

lol

 

ok, maybe just in Sudbury - but that's not bad

 

luv u anne