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Hey Wit...

 

Just wanted to say I hope you feel better soon. Always remember that there's still so much for you to do, see and achieve. Love only being one of those things. :love:

 

*hugs*

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Witabix: " Celtic melodrama and romanticism lights up the air. Lol Who really gives a **** anyway?

 

I do....."

 

And so do *I*.

 

Witabix, yesterday, WWIU posted about how she's feeling the "winter blahs" -I chimed in on the same note.

 

This is a common time of the year to feel enhanced feelings of depression and a bad case of the "blahs" -but I have to agree with AlphaMale -you've been working up to saying excatly what you posted for a long time (I remember your posts months back).

 

Witabix, it's time to see a doctor.

 

And don't live your life according to what others around you *think*.

 

Get help.

 

-Rio

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Hi everyone, thanks for your replies.

 

Well its three weeks later. No meds, considered seeing a Doctor but spoke to my friends instead. Distracted myself by concentrating on other things.

 

Got a lot of positive reinforcement and hugs and stuff from everyone. Even an ex gf.

 

Feeling ok now, thanks for your support too people.

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Hi everyone, thanks for your replies.

 

Well its three weeks later. No meds, considered seeing a Doctor but spoke to my friends instead. Distracted myself by concentrating on other things.

 

Got a lot of positive reinforcement and hugs and stuff from everyone. Even an ex gf.

 

Feeling ok now, thanks for your support too people.

 

I'm happy you're feeling better W! You're not alone, so next time you start to feel down and out, reach out to your friends on and offline!

 

Hugs! :love:

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Hi everyone, thanks for your replies.

 

Well its three weeks later. No meds, considered seeing a Doctor but spoke to my friends instead. Distracted myself by concentrating on other things.

 

Got a lot of positive reinforcement and hugs and stuff from everyone. Even an ex gf.

 

Feeling ok now, thanks for your support too people.

 

Booooorrrringgg!

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Positive reinforcement? Hugs?? Come on! You can do better than that!

 

I want to hear the story about how you were ready to jump of the overpass onto the busy highway when a gorgeous woman came running to save you. Only in the process of grabbing at you to pull you into a long, life-saving kiss, she accidentally pushes you from being too enthusiastic. And then you both tumble over the edge and fall into a truck hauling garbage to the garbage scow. And you both drift, making out, on an old sofa out to sea where you were saved by a rich guy trying to cure his ED by sailing his yacht with a crew of naked women. And by the time you get back you REMEMBER why life is wonderful.

 

Hugs never make me feel better. But that would.

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Positive reinforcement? Hugs?? Come on! You can do better than that!

 

I want to hear the story about how you were ready to jump of the overpass onto the busy highway when a gorgeous woman came running to save you. Only in the process of grabbing at you to pull you into a long, life-saving kiss, she accidentally pushes you from being too enthusiastic. And then you both tumble over the edge and fall into a truck hauling garbage to the garbage scow. And you both drift, making out, on an old sofa out to sea where you were saved by a rich guy trying to cure his ED by sailing his yacht with a crew of naked women. And by the time you get back you REMEMBER why life is wonderful.

 

Hugs never make me feel better. But that would.

I've missed your stories, Johan. Thanks for the fix. :D

 

Witabix, things always get better.

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lRB.. its stranger than that.... a feeling that says I want to go on, and can go on, and will go on. But .... I don't lmpw what the but is..... its as though I have run out of energy to go on, or maybe run out of interest in this existence (Melodramatic I know!)..

 

 

WB-I understand that feeling, I ran into that feeling last June. The only thing I could tell my friends was "I'm tired." Just tired, not in the sense of needing sleep....just....tired. No desire to continue the way I was. I felt I had nothing in me left to give. I had nothing in me, period. Done. Finished. I wanted out, but I didn't want out at the same time. Actually, I don't think I wanted either, I didn't even have to energy to want out or not want out. Getting out didn't seem like an option for me. I could only exist passively. But then an amazing thing happened to me...my group of friends back then told me maybe I should get out and make a dramatic change in my life. So I moved out of the apt I shared with my roommates and left behind my entire social circle and support system. After a month of depression, I got out, made new friends, and found my soulmate. Funny how things work out sometimes. The worst couple of months of my life followed by great happiness.

 

Not that I'd advise anyone to leave their support system! It's just that in my circumstance, that's what I had to do. And I've never been happier.

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I've missed your stories, Johan. Thanks for the fix. :D

 

No problem, luvtoto! I had to cut back because I felt everyone was taking me for granted. I just decided to throw that one out there for old time's sake. But I wouldn't mind being my old self again if enough people asked. I just want people to appreciate me as much as they should.

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My life has been far from easy,& perhaps i gave so much to it that little really interest me anymore.I sometimes feel dead in this world especially lately.I too have a feeling where it wouldnt matter if i died right now for i already did most of the things i should have done and i stayed true to myself so whatever happens tomorrow doesnt matter.I would never take my life but im not afraid of dying.All i have is mother & that is one thing that keeps me going.I believe when this happens in your life though your doing something wrong.Perhaps your in need of change go out doing something different from yesterday.Move,take a vacation,something has to spark some kind of change within you to take you over this slump nothing last forever hopefully what we feel now will be one of them live your life the best you can till your last day!For you are not alone!

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