to my old post old flames reigniting

[lovergrl86]

Now he's basically coming back to me and I have no idea what to do, he was once engaged to another gil after, after I slept with his bestfriend, but we were not dating at that time. I dodnt know why he went and asked her I think it was just plain heartbreak from me, lets look at all the things from over the last eight months, we meet, talk nonestop on online, start falling for one another, he tells me hes fallin in love with me, I date his bestfriend, then we date and break up, I see a old friend and regein feelings for him, then a week after that were back together, then a week later were broken up, back together, broken up, and then I sleep with his friend, he gets engaged, she cheats on him, were talking again but not together, I go to his house, and the feelings are ocnce again back, he kisses me and I freaking love him. end of story I cant do this anymore, I cant pretend, that I dont love him and that I dont want to be with him when he means the world to me. what should I do?? Hes coming abck to me?? but the sad thing is I want him back, so bad.