Failed relationships, always gets left behind, honestly I am tired of loving and getting hurt. My oldest sister is single for life, and my seconds marriage is not going well. I get dumped by a man who used me although arguable I know it was stupid of me to let myself get used. But really I cannot see myself trusting men ever again in terms of a long term romantic relationship. Lately I'm trying to do online dating but when the time comes when they want to meet, I always back out cause at the bac