I have noticed in several threads folks aren't listening to what I say.

I am not mindripper. People would reply to what I wrote quoting me as the OP. Mindripper wrote of wanting to kill himself. We haven't heard anything yet. I hope Mindripper is ok.

I don't need a significant other to be happy. I am happy with everything in my life that I do have. The right person could make me happier...but overal I am just fine. I just don't expect someone to fall into my lap.

As for how I describe what I do and asking for pointiers on that. I tell people I am a theoretical physicist...I apply mathematics to nature and try to find relationships between phenomena. There is no simpler explanation.